who'd a thunk? not me. i had no idea i would be getting married this summer. last thing on my to-do list. every event that has occurred in the past couple months has been heaven sent and i can not deny it. i sit here pressing black and white keys with a beautiful ring staring right back at me. its so unreal. its so perfect. i know i'm loved by a compassionate, powerful, loving man. and i know that i fully love him. no doubts, no second guesses. i love him. my cowboy. every day seems like a dream. every time i plan something that has to do with my eternal marriage my hair stands on end. i'm dreaming. this whole schpeal can not be real. it has to be a dream. my life is spiraling, tumbling, and twisting in perfect directions. i'm so alive. words can not describe how i feel. the vaulted safe my heart was incased in under intense gaurd has been opened. its freeing. i'm wide awake and dreaming. i'm loved and i love.
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