thoughts, feelings, emotions.

i love garden gnomes, for no reason at all... they just make me so happy.
i love to watch people they are so peculiar. i just want to get to know them, their story, their life... so fascinating to me.
i love to eat ice cream.. any type, any flavor, any time.
i am my own worst critic... its something that is always a work in progress for me..
i love being outside, anything to do outside i'm there.
i love rock climbing, i love heights, i love that i am the only one that is keeping me from falling, i love that control and that rush.
i swear i am a 5 year old trapped in a 20 year old body
i love catching bugs and lizards..
mice creep me out
if you want to torture me, tickle me.
i love going on walks and holding hands
love chalk.
i like to doodle and write random things
i love my chubber nephew landon
and i love all my new little nieces and nephews.
i think probably every second of every day... my mind is always racing but its about crazy weird things that are super deep. ha its fun.
water. love it.
i love to learn things.
i love to teach things.
i love vacations
i love learning new languages.
getting married freaks me out. but i am so excited for it.
i like to feel how sharp my teeth are with my tongue.
i hate being rushed.
i love little things.
i really dislike having to conform.
the feel of meat makes me sick.
but i love to watch surgeries being performed...
i love antiques. always have. i love to rummage through my grandpas random items that he has kept for the past million years, in fact i am using them to decorate our new house!
i love leaves...
i love grass.
feathers make me happy.
i love white tables and cabinets and things
i love all colors really, but recently its been more blues and greens and such.
the sun in my paradise.
i love yard work. planting flowers, mowing lawns, weeding, gardening. love it.
i have always been a hard worker, but i tend to take everything on myself.
i hate being told i'm wrong but i claim to love bluntness.
i am sensitive.
i pray probably every 10 minutes in a day.
i love animals.
i love when i wake up to birds singing
i love birds, how free they seem to be just flying around being all cheerful and such.
i love church, i am so grateful for my amazing ward and i am so grateful for the impact that it has made on my life.
i love decorating and getting new ideas that no one else has :)
i am grateful that i can now catch myself when i am being a nerd.
i love deep conversations.
eye contact.
i love all of Oakly's little quirks and things.. even the things that piss me off most i love.
i love kids. love... them..
i love being tan.
i love running
i love hiking and fishing and swimming
i am scared of failure.
i am scared to hurt anyone.
i'm some times way scared of the dark.
i love when people smile randomly
i love connecting with people
i like to go grocery shopping
i love close friends
i love spending time with my family
i love life.