i am

so many times i forget who i am. i dwell on things that i'm not, let them eat at me. hurt me. and i pull those around me down with this darkness that i allow to surround my being. that dark place is not me. i know who i am. i am light-hearted, caring, genuine, loving, free, peaceful, accepting, authentic, beautiful, worthy, joyful, innocent just to say the very least... i am good enough. i am enough. i am loved. i am love. i am beautiful and i am so much more. i strive to no longer dwell on what i am not. and to accept those imperfections that i do have. i get to remind myself what i AM and why i am thus:

i am free.
because i accept. because i let go of the past and engage myself into the now. i am free because i give up my sorrows to the lord. because i am free of hate, sadness, hurt, unworthiness. because i choose to love. because i choose joy. because i choose to be in a happy relationship. i am free because i choose to be child-like. because i choose me.

i am loving.
because i love. because i am loved. because i accept all those surrounding me. i am loving because i love myself. because i love my family. because i love Oakly. i am loving because my savior Jesus Christ loves me and my holy Father in Heaven loves me. because i am peaceful and create security for those around me. i am loving because i care and genuinely love people, all people. i am loving because i am love.

i am worthy.
i am worthy because i am good enough. because i fight evils every day. because i strive to do what is right. because i pray. because i believe. i am worthy because i let go, i forgive, i live. i am worthy because i am imperfect and i recognize my imperfections. i am worthy because i know that i am loved. i am worthy because i am a daughter of God. i am worthy because i give my whole heart to my savior and redeemer. i am worthy because i love myself. i know i am worth it. i am worthy and i am ready.

i know that i am a free, loving, worthy women. and i know that by sharing my gifts i create a world full of abundance, love, innocence, joy, freedom, beauty, purity and worth. i am these things. i create these things. and i am.