i am a creator

how often i choose to fight for my own limitations. how often i opt out of things because i think that i am not worthy or that others are more deserving. i catch myself every day dwelling on things that could'a would'a should'a been. however i have come to the realization that i create everything in my life. the good, the bad, and the ugly. everything that has come to me in my life i have created in some way or another. i believe that this is why heavenly father chose to give us our agency, so we could be tested and create our life. thus i am a creator. with this title comes so much responsibility that i am well deserving of. i create love in my life, happiness, joy, compassion, innocence, worth, trust, inspiration, authenticity, liberation, power, passion, brilliance, freedom, abundance, acceptance, radiance, leadership, nurturing,and so much more. my life is my canvas, the lord will intercept here and there and create the strokes that he knows are best fitting for me. if i drown myself in his pure love and look to him for assistance in erasing a stroke here or there he will. other than that, this is my canvas, no one can splash paint that i don't allow to be splashed. with my gifts i can touch and inspire people in my life. i create joy for them and empowerment through the true pure love that i can give and receive. life is our canvas and mine is what i have decided to create, mine has black spots of hurt and pain but it also has radiant colors of yellow, turquoise, purple, orange, aqua, white... so much color, so much love, so many experiences. painted.